1:21 PM
Yes.. I don't want the vacation to end so soon :(
I can't even remember, when was the last time I've enjoyed the autumn vacation so much.
So thanks for making it so good, my precious. <3
Iloveyou.
12:00 PM
Just starting off with the weekend.. It was pretty much amazing. I can't even remember when I was last THAT happy, well most of the time anyways.
Also that weekend really made me think about stuff, but yeah.. Those are stuff that can't be talked in public.
Btw, the best damn thing in the world is to wake up in the morning and to see your most precious person besides you.
Oh yeah, today I had something similar to an exam(I just don't know the word in English atm) in history. At first I was like really scared but when I got my "ticket", then I was really happy, because I was lucky enough to get a ticket which would let me choose whatever topic I would like to talk about. Finally I got a C(4), I bet nobody could imagine how happy I was.
I could SLEEP tomorrow like for the whole day, as I wouldn't have to go to school, except chemistry! Damn, I wouldn't go to school tomorrow, BUT if I wouldn't go, then I'd just fail my chemistry course and then I'd be screwed.
1:14 PM
I just can't understand it. Why my moods are changing so often? I hate it, but yes, I can honestly admit, that it's not only my fault.
I've always thought, that the environment around us changes us so much - how we are supposed to look, how we are supposed to act etc. But also it changes us in a different way, I mean, when somebody says something good about me, or something else, that is related to me - it usually makes me happy. But like even 1 sentence or just something else can ruin my day completely.
I've been so happy today, well.. at least until now.. But well yeah, I guess that's the way the life is supposed to be.
I'm SO sick of everything. All feels so pointless, empty and broken. I'm pretty sure, that soon I'm just not strong enough to deal with such things. I used to not care about the things that people have said to me, but lately I've been just too vulnerable. When somebody says something about me, I take it really hard - even some old stuff. Oh yea, it's pretty cool to listen to depressing songs.. yeah right! Plus I'm so tired of the routine, and the fact that I have to stay here at the moment(at home). I would just like to get away somewhere, even for a minute.. I just wanna get away..
Today's playlist:
Echo - Igatsen II
Cut - Neiu Aknalaual
Homeboy & 7-D - Meeleheitel
Matu & Teele - Las Minna See Lind
The Locals koos Echo ja Krissuga - Üksik Tüdruk
Infinit - Suhted
A.C & aKeski feat. Erki - Ingel
Lil Rain - Adore You
Wild Disease & Bob - Hoia teda veel
Echo ft. tDrop & Homeboy - Tahan Tagasi Aega
Aviation - You Were My Everything
Rookies, Eleliis & Kusti - Liblikad
Infinit - 3 Elu, 2 Surma
Kenzi - Lootuse
The Rookies - Tüdruk Nimega Lootus
Nasty Boy Klick ft. Angelina - Perfect Man.
